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[14 Dec 2005|10:42am] |
My boyfriend is so funny. So we have sold somethings on ebay and I was needing to mail them out, so I wanted to get on ebay and look at addresses. So I try to sign in and the password hs been changed. So I go back in and change it, wondering why in the world the password has been changed. So I change the password and see why he changed it. He was doing my Christmas shopping for me. Oopps. I love him. Haha...
Okay give me a break because it was funny to me, and now that I have written it doesn't sound so funny. But then again it is my journal, so shut up.
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[06 Dec 2005|09:38pm] |
I was telling someone the other day that friends come and go. Oh how true that is in my life right now. That is okay though, God knows what he is doing. At least I know I have done the right thing and tried my best at being Christ like. Of course I have my mistakes but I do try.
Thank you to those friends who are there for me when I need them. I want you to know I am thankful God has put you in my life.
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| Sammie this entry is for you..... |
[30 Nov 2005|11:52pm] |
Whoever reads this can think whatever they want but this is for me to Sammie. You can think I am being fake but I know that it is the real me talking.
I feel like I have tried to do my best at being loyal to everyone. I haven't bad mouthed Cynthia. I haven't bad mouthed you, and I only would bad mouth my own little sister when she would frustrate me because she is my little sister or I wouldn't agree with what she did or said.
I let you live in my house...
I tried my best to get you a cell phone to use when you didn't have one...
I have stood up for you when I felt the need. If you look back it is one of your memories.
I loved Aiden with all my heart. Even though I am not there doesn't mean that I don't want the world for him because I do. I don't like kids but I love that little boy like he is blood.
Please tell me if I am missing something and if I have done you wrong in a way that I am just completely over looking. Because if I have I want to know honestly.
I am not sure why this makes me cry but it does. I try my best at being what God wants me to be but somehow it is never good enough for humans. I guess I just have to be thankful that God isn't that judgmental on me.
I am just confused. Because that whole entry that I posted awhile back that you saved as one of your memories was me standing up for you when other people were talking bad about you. But when people are starting to attack me all I get is....
(dont tell sammy:) "honestly, i don't think we have anything to talk about."
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| T-Mobile |
[03 Oct 2005|07:13pm] |
I started my first day of work today. It was boring! I can't wait till my 4 days of training is over.
Then on to the good stuff.
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| Marriage |
[16 Sep 2005|05:42pm] |
So Austin's wife e-mailed me. Yep you heard right he got married. I can't believe all the people that I know who are married now.
Deborah...kids too
John...
Amy...kids too
Anna..kid too
Andrew...
Becca...
Cindy...
Nathan...kids too
Jessica...
Laura...
Lora....
Tanya...
Austin....
6 out of the 13 of those people are younger then me. That is just crazy to me. I wonder who will last out of all of those. I guess only time will tell.
Then there is not to mention all the people with kids or are going to get married.
Sammie....has wonderful, beautiful, Aiden
My brother has a baby on the way AND is planning on getting married.
Oh yeah and then there is the ex Trey...but who knows what became of him. Last I heard he was going to get married. If they did, I don't know. If they have kids I don't know. Maybe I will never know.
I dunno. It seems the world is teaches us to rush our lives. I am happy for everyone that is happy for themselves. Who knows, maybe I will become a nun...All I know is I am not ready for marriage or kids just yet. But I do want those things sometime down the road when God thinks the time is right.
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[10 Sep 2005|10:32am] |
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So I am starting the job process. T-Mobile wants me to work for them so now I am just waiting for them to call me and tell me when I can start. They are doing the background check and everything. I will be glad to have a job, it will fill a lot of my free time where I am bored.
Oh last weekend Jeremy decided it had been awhile since he surprised me so he decided to take me somewhere without telling me where. He took me to Panama City because we have never been there. Then we went Jet skiing. While we were Jet skiing, we saw about 8 dolphins and we just sat there and watched them jump around us. It was really cute, I wish we would have had the camera but we didn't want to risk a $600 camera falling in the ocean. After we got bored of the dolphins we went to Shell Island. That was pretty cool, there are huge shells on that island. But I didn't stay there long because I didn't want to waste our jet ski time not on the jet ski. It was awesome, when I drove the jet ski I got it up to 59 mph. It was such a rush. AWESOME!
Dude....that last two nights I have had a dream about an ex. The night before last I had a dream about Austin. I miss him so much. I wrote him a letter through snail mail, hopefully he will write me back. I would love to see him it again. It seems like forever since I have seen him. Then last night I had a dream about Trey. DUDE! It has been forever since I have had a dream about him. I don't remember anything about either of the dreams except for the fact that they were in it.
Denille
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| Life in Paradise |
[24 Aug 2005|11:38am] |
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So I have learned what it is like not having a job. BOOOORING. I liked it for awhile but now I am ready to get my lazy butt back to work to make some money. I had an interview for T-Mobile. They don't pay as well on the hour as Cingular but I am trying to get them to match my pay before I tell them I will work for them. I have the job if I want it.
Anyways, nothing else really going on I have a boring life other then just going to the beach every other day. Which is a lot better then going to the mall or a movie. Ooooh guess who does get tan after all? I get burnt really bad and it turns brown! Not white again, how awesome is that?!
Alrighty people......I am gonna go watch some cable tv.
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| Destin, Florida |
[28 Jul 2005|10:59pm] |
Now who wants to come visit me in Florida?
It is beautiful.
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[26 Jun 2005|02:18pm] |
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I am so aggravated! I am trying to sublease my apartment. If anyone knows someone that is looking for a place tell them to call me. I live in Forest Park and I am trying to sublease my apartment because I am trying to move to Florida. The lease is only till October 15th. So they can just be needing a place for a little while, or they could want it for a long time. They can finish the lease and sign another one if they like it. PLEASE if any of you know anyone that wants a place call me! My rent is $583 a month of $603 with a pet. That is all.......
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Your Birthdate: October 31 |
Your birthday suggests that you are a good organizer and manager, an energetic and dependable worker; attributes often showing success in the business world.
Serious and sincere, you have the patience and determination necessary to accomplish a great deal.
Your approach can be original, but often rigid and stubborn.
Sensitivity may be present, but feeling are likely to be repressed.
You are good with detail and insist on accuracy, but at times scatter energies.
You're a practical thinker, but not without imagination.
You love travel and don't like to live alone.
You should probably marry early, for responsibility is necessary for your stability. |
You Are 26 Years Old |
26
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.
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Your Life Path Number Is 9 |
9
The keys your Life Path are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude.
You are very trustworthy, honorable, and unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice.
Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself.
If you are in a position to help, you certainly will.
You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion.
The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities.
Your purpose of life is of a philosophical nature.
Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy.
Material gains are not overly important to you.
You have a very selfless attitude and will give up of material possessions for the common good.
The desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong.
You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.
Your very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields.
Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.
Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the your Life Path.
You are usually well suited to the helping and healing professions... but less inclined to the competitive business environment.
You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality.
You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others.
Your interest in people tends to make you quite social.
People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broad-minded.
In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions.
Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively.
If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting.
On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.
As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category.
It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed... because selflessness is not an easy trait.
You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying.
You must accept that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of your path. |
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[25 Apr 2005|05:32pm] |
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I hate my job...
I hate my apartment....
I want to move to Florida, NOW!!!
I want my life to be easy, not complicated.
But then again I might be the one that makes it complicated.
I am just very unhappy right now in this point of my life.
I know that it will get better though, it always does.
I will just continue to pray for patients and wisdom.
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| Where to start? |
[22 Apr 2005|06:14pm] |
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So much stuff is going on right now, I don't even know where to start. Work is going OK, I actually hate going to work now that is how bad it is. I was looking for another job for awhile and then I just decided to move to Florida instead. So I will move to Florida and get a job there.
Jeremy will probably transfer from Cingular to Cingular there in Florida so that one of us has a job when we first move there atleast. I believe we will be moving to Destin, Fl. When we are there I can be lazy and just "look" for a job. Haha, no I am sure I won't be able to stand it long without a job because I would get bored. And I would rather be bored at a job getting paid for it then sitting on my butt at home not making money for it.
I decided to move to Florida because my dad went for a job interview in Florida and honestly he put the idea in my head. I decided that if my dad got the job I would move with him and if he didn't then I would move to Clearwater, Fl. I have lots of family in Clearwater, aunts, uncles, cousins, grandma, and grandpa. So if nothing else I can get closer to that family. I am just so ready for change. I feel like I just need to start over. I hate my job, I hate my apartment complex because they want to tow all of my friends cars because they are stuck up and just stuff like that. So I just decided that it is time for change. I can completly start over there and I am just so ready for that.
I am starting to get a little stressed though because I am trying to do so many things before I move. Such as sell things on ebay I don't want to take with me, pack, look for an apartment down there. Just it seems like so many things at once, but I am sure I will get everything done because I always do.
OH guess what?! I am so excited because I put my 30 days notice into my apartment complex as well. Yay! I am so happy about that. It makes me feel like I am making progress when it comes to moving to Florida.
The other cool thing is that we finally got Jeremy a new car. Actually it is a truck and he loves it to pieces. It is really nice, I am jealous and now I want a new car. But of course I will hold out till my 240SX dies.
Well I believe that is all. I am gonna get off of here and I guess work? Who knows. Hope everyone is doing well. Have a wonderful day.
Denille
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| Early morning meeting |
[25 Feb 2005|08:26am] |
I hate being up this early, it sucks. I am so tired and just want to go to bed. But I have a meeting for work to be at, at 9am. Fun, fun. Nothing much going on today, just gotta go to the meeting and go to work.
Skye called me at 6 in the morning!!! I didn't answer it, I was still asleep. I miss Skye though, I hope she is feeling better. If not dad is gonna take her to the doctor soon. Ha, dad needs to take himself to the doctor because he is sick too. I hope Copher and Skye are getting along better now too.
I miss my Aiden, I really need to go see him. I really need more time on my hands so I can see him. I miss my baby....
Alright I am gonna go...
see ya
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[19 Feb 2005|12:53pm] |
Hey, so today has been a weird day. I got up to get ready for work, so I go to get into the shower and I am washing my hair and I faint. I fall face first on the tub. My two front teeth are killing me. Luckily I didn't lose any teeth. They are sore as can be though. I have to eat mashed potatoes. So yeah my gums above my two front teeth keep bleeding off an on. Luckily I am alright though. I don't even know why I fainted, I have never fainted in my life.
Anyways, Copher and Crystal are in town so when I get off work I spend time with them if possible. Alright I don't have anything else to talk about. I am just trying to update in my journals sometimes so I figured why not when something bad happens? Haha....See ya
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| Mending Broken Relationships |
[26 Jan 2005|03:46pm] |
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Hey everyone, long time since I have felt the need to update. I hope everyone is doing wonderful. I am doing good, I have now been in my own place for a year now. Fun times. It is so funny how sometimes you think that everything is going smooth in your life and then God throws some more awesome things your way. I guess I am at that point in my life where I am supposed to be mending old relationships with people. It is nice. Mom, Sommer's mom that is has been talking to me lately. It is nice to see her trying to mend a relationship because she is the only mother I have ever known. Then there is Laura and I, we are working on mending our relationship as well. Both relationships at one time have been very strong and I never thought I could lose them. I never thought my mom would disappear and just not be my mom and anymore. Then there is Laura, I never thought Laura and I would stop being sisters and then be so mean to each other. But life happens and people make mistakes and act childish. But here are two relationships that actually mean a great deal to me and God has told me that now it is time to mend them and grow up. So wish me luck. Everything seems to be wonderful right now. Just pray that my relationships continue to be mended.
Anyways, nothing else really new. Jeremy and I are still together. He is such a wonderful guy. We have had our rough times but we always get through them. I think this year will be a great year for us. Well if anyone wants to talk and catch up or just needs someone to talk to, my cell phone number is 374-8337 feel free to give me a call.
Love ya all....
Until next time.
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| Life is exciting |
[26 Aug 2004|05:42pm] |
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Here I am at work. I had Tuesday and Wednesday off, that was nice. Tuesday Jeremy and I did a bunch of stuff that needed to get done. We went and took our Ohio driving tests which by the way I got a better score than him. Cause I rock of course. We looked at a couple of cars as well but didn't find anything really. Then we hung out with Jessy and Skye. Poor Jessy we didn't really do all that much that day. I am sure it was kinda boring for her. We went out to eat with dad and then we all went home played Phase 10 and then went to bed.
Wednesday was the interesting day. Thinking of that day makes me laugh so hard. Sommer is looking for a job and she wants one at the Forest Fair Mall. So we went there. That place has changed a lot. Well we visited Sammie cause she works there and we talked to Aaron too. Aaron said that he just saw Ashley and Trey. Sommer was like "where? Where?" I was like "ooooh nooo." I told everyone we needed to leave cause I knew if Jeremy saw Trey that he would get an ear full. Well after Jeremy found out Trey was in the mall somewhere he wanted to find him really bad. Jessy and I were shopping at a store and Jeremy went over to Sammie to talk to her. Well Sommer caught up with Jeremy somewhere along the way so they were all talking to Sammie. Well Sommer calls me and says "hey come over where Aaron is." I said "alright give me a sec we are paying for somethings right now." Sommer said "no come right now!" I was like "oh crap Jessy I think Jeremy found Trey." I was so scared Jeremy would get into trouble from hitting Trey or something. Well I go to Skye and Jeremy isn't around. I found out that Jeremy went up to Trey and told him not to call me a slut anymore. Haha... He said that Trey said that he didn't say that and that Trey said he hadn't talked to me for like 6 or 7 months. It has been 8 months. :)Thank you very much. Anyways....Jeremy said something about him talking to Sammie and he said he didn't. Whatever, we know he did. So anyways the security made Jeremy leave Trey alone or something like that and Jeremy left. Well later on Jeremy saw Trey again I guess and Trey put his arms up like guys do that basically says "want to fight?" Well Jeremy went up to him and basically warned Trey if he hears that he calls me a slut or a bitch again he will punch him in his face. Haha. I am glad I wasn't there because if I was there I am afraid Jeremy would have punched him. I guess Sommer was calling Ashley names too and Sommer was louder than Jeremy. I am so glad I wasn't there because I have gone 8 months without talking or seeing Trey I didn't want to start now. The other reason is that if I was there and said "you did too call me a slut Trey" Jeremy would have punched him. And that wouldn't be cool cause then he probably would have been in REAL trouble. Plus, I don't care. I know I am not a slut when Sammie told me he said that I laughed. I dated him for a year and we never kissed. If that makes me a slut then I guess I am. Haha. So Sammie and I think it is funny that he called me a slut. I never kissed him the year we dated and I am a virgin. Does that make me a slut? Yeah so I don't sweat it. It doesn't bother me.
When we got home and told dad about it, Jeremy was embarrassed to tell dad. But when the story was over and done with dad was like "good job Jeremy with that punk." I think that made Jeremy feel good because my dad used to love Trey. That is until Trey started playing games with my head.
But anyways, I just wanted to tell that funny story. I need to get back to work. Everyone have a good day.
Denille
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| 4th Of July |
[06 Jul 2004|12:11pm] |
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Well Jeremy and I spent our first 4th of July "together". Meaning physically together. It was awesome. I wouldn't have changed anything about it. I worked yesterday from noon till 5. Jeremy, Sammie, Sarah, and Aiden stayed at my house while I worked. Well when I got home Jeremy and I left and we went to Hueston Woods. We laid down a blanket and had a picnic basket full of food. We had fruits and veggies for dinner and then for desert we had cheese cake, yummy. Then we just kind of relaxed and enjoyed each others company. It has been a long time since we have had some time to ourselves. It was nice. At 10pm the fireworks started. It was beautiful, Jeremy held me in his arms while we watched fireworks. It was the best 4th of July I have ever had. I have a wonderful boyfriend. The basket that all the food was in was really nice. He said since he bought a basket we will have picnics more often. It is a really nice basket and he also got me a little teddy bear. He was cute too.
But now here I am at work. Back to reality again. Court is tomorrow. Grr...I hate court. Alright I am gonna get off here and work. Hope everyone is doing okay.
Denille
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| Denille's life |
[11 Jun 2004|07:33pm] |
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Here I am at work again. I was trying to figure out if I wanted to update again or not and I finally decided to. Work is going really well every since I have been back. Yesterday was my first day back and I sold 6 new lines, 1 upgrade, and 5 features. And today has been a good day as well. I have sold 2 lines today, an upgrade and 1 feature. I am happy that work is picking back up. I love my job when I can actually do something.
Things are starting to look better in my life as well. I am supposed to go back to court for driving while suspended July 7th which makes me nervous but I think I will have everything done that I need. I found out that the paper I need signed by the judge is signed. So now I just need to get that and then get my license. Then I will go to court and have a fine for my speeding ticket and I should be a-okay. Then from there I might work on getting my Ohio license. Boo....Ohio licenses suck. They are ugly. I like my Indiana license. Oh well.
What else? Oh anyone want a cat? I have a cat I need to get rid of. She is a really sweet loving cat but I can't have 4 cats. That is way too many. So if anyone knows of anyone that wants a cat let me know.
Jeremy is at my house right now. It is so weird that I get to go home to him every night. It makes me happy though. It is neat, I like it a lot. He is the worlds sweetest guy, he went grocery shopping today for us while I was at work and he is gonna have supper ready for me when I get home from work. What a wonderful guy. I hope he knows that I really appreciate him and I hope he also knows he doesn't have to baby me like that. I am a big girl and can take care of myself. But I do want him to know that I love him very much and I am so very thankful God let things work out so that he could be with me here in Ohio. Oh the things I have to be thankful for.
We are trying to figure out where Jeremy is gonna work and live. We are slowly working on them both but hey I think we are going fast enough. He hasn't even been in town for a week yet. Sunday I think we are gonna look at some apartments because I am off of work. Awesome. I am so excited. I am so happy I finally have Jeremy here. ~sigh~ Okay I am gonna go now. I have a little over an hour then I get off work, yay!
Oh yeah and wanna hear something awesome? I finally get my icon every night!
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